Thursday, June 3, 2010

Choices, Choices, Choices

Lately I've been struggling with choosing between different opportunities that i've been presented with. Ever since I was in first grade it's been my dream to work at Sound View Presbyterian Camp and now i've been hired on as a kitchen intern for the summer of 2010. I'm so exited and can't wait to get started, but at the same time I regret not taking offers of other opportunuties.

Sure, I could have choose the easy path, joining cross-country and staying home this summer so that I could spend more time with Rick. Or I could have taken on the opportunity of spending the summer going to Cambridge, in England. I could have taken on the opportunity to join the National Miss American Pagent, but I followed my heart and choose Sound View. I just wish that God would show me some kind of sign, I don't mean clouds in the sky spellig out, "your heart is in the right place" or "you have followed in my ways", just a simple word or action showing that yes, God is callng me their for a reson, Sound View was part of God's life plan for me from the beginning.

I've also been nominated to got to the National Youth Leadership Forum on National Security, in Washington D.C. next fall. But I don't know if I should go or not, because I don't want to miss any school.And I'm already going to miss a weekof school when I go to Mexico in the spring. And I have a chance to go to Rome during Spring Beak next year. I've been praying about these choices lately, and I will countinue to pray until I recieve an answer. Please join in my prayers. God bless!